*edit 12:18 am* well i'm not going to state this year... i just didn't perform my best... but congrats to all my friends that made it! i'm proud of all of them kinda sucks making state every year except senior year though... whatever... i'll get over it... *end edit*
Everyone's growing up. It's kind of weird to think about. It never ceases to surprise me how people still change after so many years of thinking that we're grown up.
It's been an interesting year. I feel like my senior year has been lived out through landmarks and milestones. Like living day to day in anticipation of something thats greater. As excited as i am to graduate and leave home, (this may sound odd) i feel like there is actually less to look forward to the closer June comes around. Life would be very boring without anticipation or without the feeling of dreading a deadline or the "what's next?" that occasionally visits.
Anyways. this week i have solo and ensemble districts. The district i'm in is pretty competitive. I hope we all make it because i'd hate to see any of us be disappointed.
Meanwhile I am waiting for April 1st.
Oh and you guys should totally see me break it down like verbal on friday. haha not...
